This is not only your friend's room.

This is not single room nor triple room.

At least if you want to do so,

just open the door slowly to get my attention first.

Please do respect me!

things come and go.

Friends are also the same.

Sometimes,

treating others good will bring hurts and troublesome to you.

This is the statement that i have been experienced before.

People around are come from different world with different thinking.

Not everyone is just as simple as you thought.

Be alert and stay quite for all the time is the safest way to stay alive in this complicated world.

For sure, there might be someone who is good enough to remind you about this.

Couldn't compare myself with the rest.

I have realized about it and feels like im a failure.

But i still can accept the truth and just trying to let it be.

Since something had happened, i can guess that you will escape from the problems that you face. But i never blame you. I have many examples that happened previously for me to refer although their status and gender might be different with me. I know what should i do so that you wont stay away from me. But sometimes it's hard for me to control myself. Really sorry about it. I dont want you feel guilty towards it. I just hope that you can recover soon and be relax. Dont ever say sorry again. Take the time to take good care of yourself. And maybe you will found something after it. =)

Please do remember there's no right or wrong in a relationship.

- 11 months and 17 days -

今天一上车，就听到电台开始播“最幸福的事”。。

听了之后，感触超多。。

回想以前的事，真的让我好后悔，好后悔。。

考完 mid term test 后，

在去Gurney 的途中，听了好多好多朋友的故事。

让我觉得每个他们都有各自的问题，

有时我的问题也许会比较严重，但也有比其他人的来的轻微。。

我真的真的好希望可以得到第二个机会。。我可以吗？

我不会这么容易放弃的。。加油！倪佩佳。。 =）

at last